Right after I was diagnosed, I heard this song and it has helped me ever since. Enjoy (I guess...)>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>CRAWLING - LINKIN PARKCrawling in my skinThese wounds, they will not healFear is how I fallConfusing what is realThere's something inside me that pulls beneath the surfaceConsuming/confusingThis lack of self-control I fear is never endingControlling/I can't seemTo find myself againMy walls are closing in(Without a sense of confidence, I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)I've felt this way beforeSo insecureCrawling in my skinThese wounds, they will not healFear is how I fallConfusing what is realDiscomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon meDistracting/reactingAgainst my will I stand beside my own reflectionIt`s haunting how I can't seem...To find myself againMy walls are closing in(Without a sense of confidence, I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)I've felt this way beforeSo insecureCrawling in my skinThese wounds, they will not healFear is how I fallConfusing what is realCrawling in my skinThese wounds, they will not healFear is how I fallConfusing, confusing what is real(There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface)Consuming, confusing what is real(This lack of self-control I fear is never ending)Controlling, confusing what is real.>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>