so it is two thirty in the morning and I am awake....
the moon shines through my window to remind me of the light that is christmas
it is hard.... night I mean... my body aches due to the gastro paresis that plagues my body
just a half hour till the dawn check of my blood sugar... Im thinking around 123... my A1C was nearly perfect today... all good signs
but the pain and nausea go on...
I beg my body for just one holiday home with my family
in three hours Ill call GI
and still I smile... things will work out I just know they will
Tomorrow I get my heart monitor.... the greatness of living with long qt syndrome... and a DEXA scan to check my bone density....
In good news my lung capacity is up to 65 percent!
I love my omni pod for most nights it lets me sleep through the night and the constant glucose meter beeps if I get too high
things are good... all I can do is smile