So Frustrated

So Frustratedhttp://juvenation.org/community_blogs/b/so_frustrated/default.aspxenTelligent Community 5.6.583.13797 (Build: 5.6.583.13797)Wish they would go to ... well you knowhttp://juvenation.org/community_blogs/b/so_frustrated/archive/2010/03/11/wish-they-would-go-to-well-you-know.aspxThu, 11 Mar 2010 16:14:00 GMTa8fbca6e-2c1c-489a-9d96-f6aaf60cc060:63944Megan0http://juvenation.org/community_blogs/b/so_frustrated/rsscomments.aspx?WeblogPostID=63944http://juvenation.org/community_blogs/b/so_frustrated/archive/2010/03/11/wish-they-would-go-to-well-you-know.aspx#comments<h3>First off i am going to vent a while. I guess i should star with My in-laws are insane but whose aren't right.... When my husband got his refund check back from school it was sent to his parents house and they cashed it and put int in their bank.. How wonderful right... WRONG .. They told us they would hold it till we needed it so we didn't nickle and dime it. WHATEVER... SO anyway i didn't want a fight so i told them that was fine with me..,. Until Last weekend when i had all of 3 dollars in my acount and didn't get paid for another 2 weeks alomst so they put $100  so we could go home which used up all the 100 dollars.... Well this weekend that used all the 100 dollars  i told my mother in law that i was almost out of  Lantus i only had about two days worth and i needed 100 put in my account so i caould pay for it. So she said ok... WEll that was on Saturday.. Tuesday i ran out of Lantus ... Today is thursday still no money in my account... Finnaly i called my mother and she was so furious with me that i had waited so long to tell her but i didn't wa t to make her pay for it if the inlaws had MY MONEY and i could pay for it.. Needless to say mom put money in my account  so i could go get it ... My father in la called My huisband after i texted mother in law and told her to forget about it my mom was taking care of it i couldn't go aniother day without it ...He was PO'd whuy i don't know he said we never told him how much we needed which was a T Total LIE  because everyday since Saturday we had called and something else was in the way of them, taking it to the nank WHATEVER i am more mad at them them i have ever been .. They called me irrasponcible Me because i needed money to SAVE my LIFE Idots i am so FReaking MAD!!!!!!!!!~!!!</h3><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="http://juvenation.org/aggbug.aspx?PostID=63944" width="1" height="1">So Frustratedhttp://juvenation.org/community_blogs/b/so_frustrated/archive/2010/02/18/so-frustrated.aspxThu, 18 Feb 2010 19:23:00 GMTa8fbca6e-2c1c-489a-9d96-f6aaf60cc060:61771Megan3http://juvenation.org/community_blogs/b/so_frustrated/rsscomments.aspx?WeblogPostID=61771http://juvenation.org/community_blogs/b/so_frustrated/archive/2010/02/18/so-frustrated.aspx#comments<h3>So you know how normal people have children... i want to be one of those normal people... I want to not know that i am pregnant and be so surprized and happy when i take that pregnancy test and it is positive. But no i am diffrent. It is actually kind of funny.. When my sister got married and found out that she had to have help having babies she started having to have tests and pills and now shots to try to have a baby. I felt so sorry for her knowing she would have to struggle and plan and be pricise and not even get to enjoy the excitement of it all.... I guess now i am in the same boat.. Only it effects eveything i do not just having a baby.. and on my sister hand when and if she has this little bouncing baby that all her problem is.. i have to worry about passing my curse off to something so precious and undiserving.... </h3> <p> </p> <h3>You know i think i would be better with htis maybe if i had gotten it when i was little. i would never had known anything else what GOOD cake tasted like or icecreme.. ya sure they have sugar fee stuff but it doesn't taste the same..... Or maybe if i had gotten this when i was 30 or 40 so i could have lived my life and not had to worry about all the stupid little things. Then maybe i could have had the 4 kids that i have always wanted but now seem so hard to get. I will be lucky to even get one child.  </h3> <p> </p> <h3>There are day when i am completly fine with being a diebetic and other i wish this stupid freaking disease never excisted... Like i said in my bio and my first blog no one around me has this.... I am completly alone on this </h3> <h3>LIFE SUCKS</h3><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="http://juvenation.org/aggbug.aspx?PostID=61771" width="1" height="1">